Happy, Free, Confused and Lonely.

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Hey guys, 
I turn 22 on the 28th and I wanted to do a run down of who I am as a person in this moment in time and some things I have learnt. 
  • I'm still a home bird; I love being at home with my family in my nest of a bedroom. 
  • I am simultaneously the most and least confident I have ever been; I am confident in my life and choices but my self-confidence could use a boost. 
  • University has been the biggest whirlwind of my life, one of the best choices I have made. 
  • Friends will come and go and that's alright, you're alright. 
  • Happiness is never constant, it's a feeling not a state of being. 
  • You are free to go wherever you want, whenever you want, be whoever you want, with whomever you want...whenever YOU are ready. 
  • Everyone's growing and changing at different speeds, including you.
  • I enjoy being alone; hate being lonely.
  • Nobody owes you anything, work hard for what you want. 
  • Love is real hard but makes you feel alive and is worth the shitty times. 
  • Gilmore Girls and tea can pretty much solve anything, what THEY can't Chinese food can.
  • I still hate being ignored, just something to work on. 
  • Do things that scare you, whether it be taking a new train or flying to Spain. 
  • Leather jackets will never let you down.
  • Tidy room, space to dance around (the tidy mind thing needs work).
  • Guys will forever drive you insane because you don't understand them and you never will. 
  • Your best friend is the best person you will ever meet, don't disrespect that. 
  • Be truthful, it stops a whole lot of problems before they even happen. 

As Taylor Swift so eloquently puts in her song I'm happy, free, confused and lonely at the same time.
Everything is good.
H
xxx

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