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We almost had Paris.

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  We almost had Paris   We were close weren’t we, sunshine?  We were so close. Almost.  You’d call me at 1am almost every night and keep on til’ 4 and you’d cry at first.  But then, it became radio sunshine. All the hits from 1 til’ 4 and you’d play The 1975, just for me.  You hate The 1975. We made plans for Paris.  While you lay upside down with a beret placed jaunty on your head. In a room you always said was too fucking hot. It was going to be hot.  The sunshine was inside keeping me warm. We gave ourselves different identities and decided that Paris needed us, we’d go and take it by storm. We’d wander around art galleries, eat nothing but pastries and pasta and you’d drink wine until I’d have to lead you home. And we’d laugh. We’d laugh so hard at our horrific fake accents and our outlandish outfit choices but they were ours. That night when you rang at 2am and said that you wished I was there, I booked Paris. A surprise. Of course. For after...

Time flies (not) when there's a deadly virus knocking about.

Well shit,  It's been a long ol' while since I did this 'pour my heart out online' thing but your gal is back. The last time I posted I was 22, whoops.   We (as in..literally everyone in the world right now) is mid-lockdown, the entire world has stopped, as a very dangerous virus makes its way through it.  That sounds like I'm being real dramatic (and i do have a flare for it) however it is the unfortunate reality we are facing.  I'm not sure what week everyone else is on but I have completed four weeks of self-isolation and the government has recently announced a further..three. That wont be the end though..I miss my job..my friends.  I would say that this is going to be a little sanctuary for people who want a break from #covidchat but oh baby its not, as a naturally anxious gal this is where I've decided to put it all. sorry.  It wont be ALL the time but It's deffo not going to be a 'everything is fine' type of place, luckily, I ba...