Easy Love.

Hey, (Before I get into this I'm aware that I could totally give away the people I'm talking about and if by chance you're reading, I'm sorry? I think.) I have loved so many people in my lifetime, not always IN love but love nonetheless and I reminisce about each time and think about how fucking easy it would have been to have just given in, so why didn't I?. First of all, two of the four? (ish) people I have felt this way about have been friends of mine, like damn fucking good friends so when those feeling wrapped their way around my heart and twisted their way into my stomach I fucking freaked out. Big time, the major reason being that I didn't want to ruin our friendship (but I honestly just think I used that excuse as a shield) the second reason being that these people knew everything about me, they were my soulmates, both in different ways. One made me feel, fearless..utterly fucking fearless like when we were together nothing could/w...