Stuck in the middle.
Hi, I’m heather and I’m the most scared person you’ll possibly ever meet. When I say scared, I don’t mean of things like spiders, ghosts or anything of the supernatural nature (I’ve never believed in that kind of thing) I mean I’m scared of the mundane. Of life. I don’t know where this fear has come from I wasn’t always scared, at 16 i was throwing myself into things that would, now, render me catatonic. I’m scared I’ll never be in love, I’m scared of being in love. I’m scared of not getting a job, I’m scared of putting myself up for jobs. I’m scared of new places and people and I’m scared I’ll always live my life in the same old place, never meeting anyone new. Most of all, I’m scared of being fixed and I’m scared I’ll always be like this. Stuck in the middle. H X